its been so long

''The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else"

yea, its true.

Its been so long that i never talk about love. Why ? Hmm.. i mean.. love is like something that you need a lots of time on it, once you overlook your lover because of your busy buzzy life, it might be a big trouble that hard to solve, but sometimes it's depend on your partner's opinion. if your partner shows understanding and sympathy for it, yes you are lucky. But, how it is if he/she doesn't ? That's totally irritating ! you need to explain a lots, begging a lots. ( luckily i'm not in love =P)

somebody told me that love is like a luck, you have to go all the way to find it, because its makes you feel great, feel happy, feel caring and so on. somebody told me that love is like a war because once you'hv start it, it's hard to end, because what if your partner feels retrieve with the love, he/she will do everything for you to stay. You have decided to end up the love, but his/her retrieve make you ashamed, its mess up your mind, and soon the big trouble form.

UNTIL now, i still feel that love is something miserable, and somemore like drugs, once you step in it, its hard to hold back, its ruin your life... but everyone still wish to try it, at least, once..

What is love ??!

it's the best damn thing in the world.